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Monday, April 27, 2009
Aftermath of Live Gig


I actually wanted to blog this in mandarin but considering most of my friends reads English better, here it is in english.

People often ask me, is it tough to run a band? Is it worth the effort? What do you want to achieve from this?To be honest, there are tones of questions going through my mind, even as i'm typing this.

To form a band and have jamming, go for gigs and have fun is never difficult. That would be very much like people forming groups to participate in activities they enjoy in common. However, to do a band that would eventually be a career is not easy, in fact far worse than going for a job interview and get a crappy job. It is close, if not tougher, to how athletics trains for The Olympic. Why tougher? athletics get paid for training but not a rock band.

So as i turn my parent's hardworked home sweet home into a warehouse for band equipments, i really felt the pressure, stress and that tones of endless work. From sourcing of locations, equipments, helpers etc to planning the whole event and eventually making it work in front of the audience. I understand that the term "indie band" is not just simply a tagline.

At this stage, you probably cannot feel my stress. You won't understand how much i wish to skip this part and enter the sweet dream. It's really much like a captain with his sailors out alone in the big gigantic ocean trying to find the promised land.

The turn out of our first show is pretty much as i was expecting. Nothing fantastic, nobody waiting for the show to start etc. I do hope the next Sat would be a better one.

Like they say, when you are unlucky, bad things just keeps coming. Our date on our big backdrop is printed wrongly and we have to remove it just before the show starts. We drove a car and a lorry to the venue and both got fined. All these piled up our emotions when it's time for dinner.

So after 2 tiring shows, it's not our usual pack our stuff and go. This time round it's pack our stuff(S) and go. Meaning to say, our amps, drums, backdrop, PA and everything! Should have took a picture of our equipments. All these done with only nic(our soundman), sandy and patricia, yan zhan(who did MC for us),V's parents and the 5 of us. It really worn us out badly.

We are really serious about our music and we do hope to gain your support in the future.

Saturday, April 11, 2009
How to destress yourself?

Simply, draw something!
It's psychologically proven that drawing will help to reduce the stress you have~
So here's what i've drawn just now..








here's the reference image


That's quite a lot of stress huh! :D

Friday, April 10, 2009
看着自己的无助

我看着自己的无助 无能为力
像是在努力的叶子 也当不住花朵的出卖
辛苦一辈子 才了解它永远是个援助者
是否有一天有人会发觉他的存在

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Lost

Lost又上升了!这回,它排名第9!
可同时我心中也开始Lost了。
因为当表面上看是完美,台下却乱七八糟。

就在上个星期六,我的吉他学生对我说了“my previous teacher is much better then you”。 那句话伤透了我的心。可当我想发奋图强时,却力不从心。

我也想做个小人物,可偏偏我是水平座。

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I'm left with no choice..

Guys, if you are reading this, i'm sorry that i've decided to give up.
Giving up not just a band but the hopes and dreams that is within me all along.
Call me anything if it makes you happier, i really can't take it anymore.

I've decided to leave.

Financial crisis hits really hard till i can hardly eat without help from parents.
I've dedicated my time with a price of living off my savings. It's not easy and i've been enduring this for close to a year.
I hope i can change my mind and convert myself to a normal civilian. I admire friends who are already so well to do. Ability to own all luxuries human can buy.

Despite putting in so much effort in the band and our album, we are still being put off by mean remarks and not being able to receive the support we thought we've worked hard enough for.


I'll truly miss all the great time we have on stage, in the recording studio, during our practice sessions and our suppers! Take care guys..